What. the. hell.

Feb 29, 20123 min read

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Published: Feb 29, 2012

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_{_{Really, people?

I've literally seen like.. 50 journals advertising people who need money.
Whether it be for bills or for a pet's operation.
But yet I need advertisement and barely anyone has made an attempt to help.
Not to sound like a complete bitch, I understand others need money too, but... really?
I've asked anyone and everyone I can to advertise for me, and I've only had a few people actually do it.

I know this sounds dickish, but I mean... It appalls me.

I have a baby on the way.
A baby that needs clothes, a place to live with me AND her father in the same household, and; in the future; baby food.
I mean..
I'm just speechless.
I know I sound really selfish right now, but I don't give a fuck.

I need help too.

I'm actually more hurt than anything.
I don't ask for much for my art...
Even a dollar donation would help me.
You guys don't understand the severity of the problem.

Just....

I can't say anything without making myself sound like a selfish dick.
But I really need you guys to help out in any way possible..
I NEED money so bad.
I'm not saying this shit to just hear myself talk..
or see myself type.
I need help.
My baby needs help.
I'm not bringing her into this to make you feel bad or sorry for me, I'm telling you guys..
You have no idea how precious my baby is to me.
I want everything in the world for her, and I can't get it for her because I'm broke.
Austin lost his job earlier, they called and left a message telling him that "future foam wont be needing you to come in anymore."
So now we're fucked even harder.

And now we're back to the subject of..

I don't know what to do, the harder I try to climb out of the hole, the farther I fall back in.
I'm stuck and I have nowhere to go.
I'm not saying things are hopeless, that's where you guys come in.

I need your help, whether it be advertising for me or just a small donation if anything.

I know others out there need help, but I mean..
what's more important to you; a pet's operation/medicine or a baby needing clothes and a home for her and her parents to live in together.

I'm just speechless that people that "need" money for luxury shit get advertised and I don't.
It hurts my feelings quite a bit.
It makes me realize who my real friends are, and I thank them for advertising for me, buying my art, and helping me out.
It's people like you that make me feel a little better about my situation.

Sorry about the selfish rant but I mean..
How would you feel if someone "needed" money for a tablet or some shit for themselves and they got more money and advertisement than you did when you need it for a family member or something you need severely?
It hurts.
I'm actually crying, I'm so hurt and angry....}}

If you're gonna post a comment saying what a dick I am or to lecture me about how other people need help too, don't waste your muscles typing it, I wont read it. I'm angry enough as it is.
kthx.♥